alright im ticked, cuz i wrote a lot then its all gone now, oh well, i will just right it again. i have just been trying to live it up.

Well last weekend i went to the club with my girls, amanda, april, miranda and bethany. me and amanda had a blast. the other girls didn't really lilke it too much. i was danceing up a storm with all these guys that i didn't even know. i was like hell yea!! anyways we met up with a couple of amandas friends and we've haung out with them a couple times, and i have adate with one of them. well not officialyy but ya know, it'll prolly happen.

After the club that nite, we all went back to amandas and drank. i got wasted. im pretty sure i was the only one. the other girls were typsy. but im gonna call that i was the worst bcuz i was the only one that puked. augh!! it was fun tho.

i absoluty hate school cuz people are stupid and i hate learning. ppl are starting to alk shit about me and they better stop becuz once i start i don't know how to stop and i will win. then my ex got jealous cuz i have a date but whatver i don't even want to go into that cuz things are all worked out for the moment.

Last night i had to work and Branden and Ashley stopped by to say hey and then they came back when i was getting off, they wanted to know if i wanted to hang out with them and some of ashleys friends. so i did. we went to bdubs. it was sorta boring for me and i kinda got pissed becuz of how someone acts around ppl to look "cool" and doesn't even care that i am there but it got better. he took me home and hung out tilll ike 3 in the mornng we thoughtwwe heard someone out in the kitchen and i freaked cuz they didn't know he was there, so he  had to sneak out,it was crazy!! well goingto aprils bday getogether tonight going out to eeat and bowling,im so excited! welp later all !!

 

Well i know i said that i wasn't ever going to write in here again but yea right lol!! Well i turned 18 on thursday (Ground hogs day!!). i got some snickers and  a six pack of smirnoff from my mom, she also took me out to cheeseburger paradise. denise and kathy and cathy came along as well as johnnny mom and greg.  it was fun for the most part.

Branden and i hung out yesterday. it was really fun. we went to AppleBees and he told them it was my bday and they came out singin with ice cream. i was so embarrased. he was cracking up. but then he dumped his mt dew! that was hilariious. then we went to the mall and hung out there for a while and then we went to Milford Movies. and the movie that i wanted to see was not until an hour and a half later so we just played in the arcade. then we watched the movie "When a Stranger Calls" it was a right but not as good as i was hoping. then we went to UDF and then back to his house and i hung out there until 3 in the morning!

today i went with amanda to a fun party  that Kriste was throwing. i bought some  fun dice that glow inthe dark. i am geting ready to head to the girls game and then to Daniels going away party. then staying the night with april.

Tomorow i am suposed to work but i am going to call off. so i can go to a superbowl party at Eric house. ithink it will be a lot of fun at least i am hoping. Daniel is taking Zak to a strip club cuz he just turned 18 also, i was supposed to go with but i can't becuz its on a school night and i don't tink i can get that passed my mom, i may try and give it a shot but i doubt it.

Alright thats it. im outta here leave me a message!

ok ok i was going to be done with this thing, cuz i don't think its anyones business of what going on in my life but i think every once in a while a broad update won't be too bad.

school started it sux, being a senior is kick butt tho. i made it through the first quarter with all A's. Comp sux tho and so does government. it requires to much of my time and attention. Vollyeball and guard season is over. vball was fun, we had an alright season. guard...im just going to be honest......it sucked. no one cared at all and it just created a lot of conflict. we didn't win at all and came in 2nd like every time. it sucked.

my dad is moving from milford to goshen, so i am going to have to help him move.

thanksgiving is coming up and our kitchen is still not all the way done and we always have thanksgiving dinner at our house so i'll be helping out there too.

I saved the best news for last. branden and I are going out now. its only been a week today, but it seems like a lot longer to me cuz it seemed like we talked forever. he makes me so happy and is really good to me. we hung out all weekend last weekend. and there was not a bad moment. we get along so well. this friday i am going with him and his family to a japanese restuart. it'll be fun, i've never ate jap. before... i hope i like it.

well i hope this is good enough for those of you who wanted me to update and actaulyl read it. and you better leave me a comment!! ~Tracy

well i am back from band camp, have been for 3 days. lets just say for me it was boring hott and one of the worst i had to go to.... everyone was on my last nerve. i think maybe it was becuz the UC camp was so awesome that band camp doesn't even compare. so anyways...... i've got my senior pictures on tuesday. i went shopping today at kohl's and i actaully found a lot of cute stuff. April would be proud, usually i go for the jeans and t shirt look but i actually got ome put together outfits, im very proud.

last night my dad took me and my brother to a stock car/endurence race. i don't know if you all have ever been to one. but i think it so aweosme. i seriously think once i get a job i am going to save up money and buy me a junk car and go out and run a stock car race or a figure 8. how awesome would that  be! fun!! well anyways i am going to go i will talk to you later!

hey hey everyone its been awhile since i wrote, i seems like i say that every time i write and entry. well my trip to the smoky mountains was really fun and it was awesome to get away from all the shit i got myself in to. which now that i got away i feel  a lot better than i did.

GUard was fun this week espeacailly yesterday becuz we actaully learned some rifle routine. we have to do a partner dance, Jenifer is my partner!!it was really fun .

i leave for UC in about 10 days. so if you wanna hang out you better call me next week so we can do something before i leave for like ever. becuz after i get home from that i will only be home for 3 days then i gotta leave for band camp!! fun fun i hope i don't get too home sick. i get me anxious ever day    it comes for me to leave.

well hey i am going to go later!